Long time never update le...
recently,i've been very heartbroken,i really wish to not think about it..i can try to cover my sadness with a smile..but i just can't,whatever did i do?I understand her situation but...i can't believe she still can smile throughout...just can't believe it....IDK why must this happen.i wish things ain't this way...Each time i think of her.i just go quiet and heartbroken..i tried hard to smile..i just can't be at my best level of happiness...something was missing...the heart to smile.....
i really wish things ain't that way,i just don't have a choice..and i know she cares by not letting her parents come looking for me..I guess that is reality..things can't go as you want,you have to fight for it if you want to struggle...i wish i had the strength to struggle hard..but i would hurt the people around me in a fight to struggle free....Bring my heart back,my heart to smile..full of happiness and joy,i just can't be me anymore..
1 more month..i guess you'll ignore me huh...well,if that's what you want,i respect your decision ^^ at the stake of me not being happy,so long as you're happy..i'm fine with it,go and do what you think is best,i'll always respect you and forever loving you..i just hope i'm not clasping on too lightly that in the end...your heart just goes away....If you see this,most probably not,please don't cry ^^,stay happy!let me take all the sorrow instead..just knowing your happy makes me less worried ^^ do what u wanna do best!i'll always support you behind your back!
I guess i'll stop writing then..see ya
signing off,alvin
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